all mixed up

i really dunno what to say...

so many things have happened and its just too complicated

in short, im exhausted

what i first thought about design school is all about fun, 

having a great time, and laugh together like what we did in high school

well that does not happen

in fact, i feel like i have no other life, 

doing h/w evryday, even on weekends! (weekendssss hellow?)

plus, freelancing is damn tiring

wish i can do them all together,

assesment day is near and i havent done a thing!

im t-i-r-e-d

tired of my abnormal wake hour

tired of the dumb printer

tired of my slow fingers

tired of my own judgement

please just make them easier for me,

i cant cope anymore.......

I've finally got u!!

guess what,

i just bought a particularly expensive but useful tools; wacom intuos 3!!

hahahahaaaa its like a dreams come truee i just cant stop smiling at the time i waited for the bus to go back.. 

im going back with an empty pocket, but im satisfied. :D

anyway, i talked with the manager from the store, while bargaining i asked for another bonus, 

"a bag, uncle"

he said, "i have the stock, if u buy then i can arrange it for u. the bag is not suppose to be included here but i still have the remaining stock from the last event"

gosh u should see his face. he looks just like laughing Buddha.

in the contrary, my friend dont really trust him. she said never trust anyone in spore,

they might look kind but the truth is they're not.

well yes i still havent got the bag, but i wont mind that much if he later did not deliver it to me,

lol at least he give me 20bucks discount, 

a bag is just another accessory to fill into my overcrowded room.

and yes, ive tried it, right after im home.

its AWRSOMEEEEEE

the brush tip is sooo damn sensitive and it feels like a real pen

i need some time to get use to it but its worth it! 

never thought drawing can be so easy now

here are my first attempt

not bad 

at all, isnt it?

Rest In Peace

if u heard news on media, u'll soon find out the news about David Hartanto,

he is an indonesian chinese who's studying at NTU university in Singapore.

i dont know him.

but im concerned..

IF he's studying in spore,

he is in the same position as me,

and thats makes us the same.

we could even be friends

well, its very tragic and i am pretty much shocked to hear the news.

i mean, why did he do that? 

for someone as smart as him, 

he might have strong reasons behind it before he decided to kill himself

to everyone, i hope this wont happen again

hope we all learn from it

i know how hard it is to study in singapore,

its pretty hard, and many cant even handle them

Rest In Peace David,

Gods be with you

:D